So I Feel Like Crying Today

Today at work, we had a demonstration from a company that will pretty much take our agency paperless. There is one other company that will also be doing a demonstration and then it will be decided which company the agency will go with.

This is all fine and dandy, until sitting through the demonstration this morning I realize that pretty much EVERYTHING I do now; scanning, typing the 485's, scheduling, I won't be doing anymore, it will all be in the hands of the nurses.

I am a MAJOR worrier. So seeing all this has sent me into major worry mode. It doesn't help either that I had an opportunity to take a new position at an Occupational Health Clinic and I turned it down because I was offered full time 40 hrs at my current position and 12 cents more an hour. I was positive I made the right choice, now I'm not so sure. I could be making a mountain out of a mole hill, but since Loren (my boyfriend) and I are looking at buying a house, I want to know I have stability in my job. I've been throwing around the idea of going back to school to get my nursing degree.....but the only thing holding me back is $$$$$. I am probably just overreacting, but I just needed to rant and get all of this out there, its kinda making me feel a little better already.